Firstly, although a lot of you might not know who I am, I want to tell you all how much this experience meant to me. Whether I roleplayed with you a ton of times or just met you once, you have made this RP amazing for me.

I joined this RP when it was just a baby, when I had a lot of time on my hands and many ideas to write. The only players where Canada, Romano, Prussia, and a few others. Since then, people have come, people have left, and I’ve loved it all.

You guys accepted my interpretation of Russia no matter what I did with it, whether it was fitting or otherwise. You have been there for me when when I received mean anonymous messages in my ask. You gave me the sweetest birthday video; it completely made me cry.

YOU GUYS ARE SO AWESOME TO ME.

But as I told the other admins, life and its various loves and labours have stopped me from being able to roleplay and keep myself active on this account. I get all kinds of asks, but never have the time to answer them.

This isn’t fair to this amazing RP, so I can no longer keep my place as Russia.

I apologize for my long-winded, sentimental goodbye letter to you all. I know it might be a little over-the-top, but however people see it, I see it as my way to tell you all how I truly feel.

Being able to be a part of a community has been something I have always craved doing. Without getting into silly details, I can say that my childhood wasn’t so filled with happy places to be with many friends. I never really got invited to join things like this; or anything really.

But because of this RP, I was able to be a part of something special.

No matter what anyone says to any of you, EVER, never change who you are. You are all talented, beautiful people, and you all should keep doing what you love.

Thank you all, from the bottom of my heart.

I’ll never forget my rein as Tsar Sunflower. You all made Ivan a very happy Russian. ♥

~ Love,
Jessica (Ivan) ♥

P.S. - My main Tumblr account is Jellicent, so if any of you want to talk more, I really would love to keep in touch with you all. Keep smiling. ♥

P.P.S. - I WILL NOT DELETE THIS ACCOUNT. Tsar-Sunflower will remain a solo-RP account, and anytime I get the chance to come back, I will get right back in character and entertain anyone who wants to talk to Ivan. ^ J ^